12:19 p.m. || 2005-10-04
sorted!
tadaaaaaa!
You know how I was saying that I just knew good things were going to happen? well...
If you go into my kitchen you will now see A FULL SET OF UNITS, drawers, cupboards and A WORKING HOB and OVEN. I have a working kitchen. I am going to cook dinner for Mandy and Gareth tonight because they have been so nice, feeding me and kevin, more than we should have let them. There still isnt a proper floor or a sink, but as long as I can eat, I am happy to keep bathing my dishes until the nmew worktop arrives so we can put the sink in. It just means I can now start to get the junk out of the other rooms and start tidying and be less miserable about the state of my house.
Auntie Nora has picked up. She's still not 100% but she is drinking and has stopped being sick. She stood up the other day and she is very happy about having some new slippers (she's so cute.
AND I GOT MY FIRST CALL FROM AN AGENCY TO WORK IN A SCHOOL TOMORROW. Yeay. I have spoken to the school and they seem lovely. Very helpful. Apparently I'm taking a class of year 2's and a class of year 5/6 and they're lovely children. Its alllll good! I don't have to do any planning. I just have to turn up and teach. Think I can manage that. This seems like such a good way to start getting my confidence back. I don't have to teach muy own material, that way I can't mess that up...and if I mess up teaching, I don't have to go back. Plus, nobody is watching me!
Anyway, about my whole previous school experience. the more I learn, the more God Confirms for me that I so did the right thing by geting out. I had a letter from the lady who used to be the school secretary who left a few months before me saying that she was glad I left and that she really didn't balme me. Plus a converstaion with another teacher who totally put my mind at rest and confirmed that nothing that happened was actually my fault. There was other explanations for everythjing. I DID NOTHING WRONG. the head screwed up with finances and getting rid of me was a way to solve the issues, so she was happy to destroy my confidence and make me believe that I was no good.
I'm a good teacher and I'm going to prove it tomorrow! I'm gonna do what I love!!!
Another day of happy me!
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