8:52 p.m. || 2005-12-02
job on the spot - woohoo?
I'm a little weirded out
I've got a job interview on thursday and I KNOW this job sounds perfect for me...but whatif its not? will God still let me have the job???
but the odd thing is...I was in a school that I have worked in a couple of times and apparently they had heard I was good and then chatting to the head last night, she offered me a job on the spot. I was SO extatic...until she explained that its only for one term and its 3 days a week. It is also only to cover PPA (time that teachers get by law to do planning etc) in 3 different classes. This means that I won't get to complete my induction year because I need a term of teaching the full curriculum at full time ot longer than a term at part time. But its a JOB...if I don't get the job I want (which I don't really want to think about) should I take this contract and be tied for a term...I have a time limit of 4 terms to find a terms worth of work to complete my induction and by the time I would be finished with this school I would have lost 2 terms, plus I couldn't leave if I had a better offer because I am bound by a contract...but I need stability. I hate panicking each week that I wont have work...though I have to say I havent gone without yet.
Maybe in writing this I have just answered my own questions
Maybe I shouldn't take the job just for security....God hasn't let me down yet and he WILL meet my needs. Maybe I should just take this as a confidence boost, just knowing that they liked me enough to want me to work there so I can go in and knock them out on thursday...oh I don't know.... pearls of wisdom anyone?????
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