6:33 p.m. || 2006-01-28
the dress
I Have found my wedding dress and its so lovely. I would put a picture of it up but kevin reads here and also...its on the site in PINK and looks kinda yucky. Anyhoo, I think I will order it on wednesday. I'm thinking about buying online because its so much cheaper but then apparently I have to pay extra shipping and import tax...so I donty know whether it will actually be that much cheaper. Plus, I might have more peace of mind buying it from a shop. Anyway...No matter how I get it.
ITS MY DRESS and I feel like a princess and it makes me want to dance and my tummy flutters when I think about it. Its kind of like falling in love with Kevin all over again (if Kevin was white, sparkly and corsetted).
I'm so pleased. I went with Mandy today to a shop in Silksworth and they had almost all of the dresses by my favourite designer and I got to try them all on. They were very beautiful, very different and very 'me '(anyone who knows my dress sense and style will understand) but they still werent MY dress.
Wow!!! It makes the wedding so real. How weird is it that I know what I will be wearing on the 29th December this year. Anyone else planned that far yet? I think you should all plan an outfit for that day, let me know what it is and then stick to it and I will ask you if you wore it. Infact, I think you should go and lay it out and when people ask you why the outfit is layed out you should say 'oh, This is what I'm wearing on the 29th December". See if they look at you like you've lost the plot..hehe.
The builder came today to finish off some stuff. It is left still unfinished. In all fairness, not his fault, but still, this work seems to be taking FOR EVER. Kevin has been helping and is becomming really helpful.
Kevin seems a bit down at the minute. He thinks craig (beccas fiance) doesn't like him. Craig hasnt done anything bad, its just that he makes an effort with Gareth but not Kevin.I've tried to explain that this in only because Gareth pestered Craig for ages and finally cracked him...but kevin didnt see it like that, especially when craig was at gareths today watching the football. I mentioned it to kevin and his little face looked so sad...I just wanted to pet him and cuddle him...he looked like a sad little boy, it made me want to cry. Poor Kevin.
He's in the living room at the minute playing his guitar. For someone who has never even picked up a musical instrument in his life and has never had anything to do with music, he is doing really well. I wish you could hear him sing along though. Its so cute I could burst. I'm so proud of him. He seems to be able to do EVERYTHING he tries to do. He is so clever, excellent at sport and though he still has a long way to go with music, I think he can do it. He can cook, is becomming so handy around the house and he is SOOoooooooooo pretty I could die.
Me and mandy were saying that we still REALLY fancy our men and that some people just dont feel like that. We botyh get excited to see them after theyve been out, even if its only for a few hours. Every tiome I look at kevin I can't believe how stunning he is. photographs do not even slightly do him justice. Women drool over him wherever we go and he just doesnt see it (which is what makes him even more attractive) To look at him you would assume he would be arrogant, but no. He thinks he looks ordinary...nothing special. You probably think I'm biased because he's mine, but by anybody's standards...he is DAMN FINE...even if he isn't their type, you can't deny that he is very attractive.
He is also the most sincere, honest, loving, kind person I have ever met and he treats me like a princess. We have our squabbles and arguments like anyone...but they dont matter. mmmm He's my kevin and I get to have him all for my very own for the rest of our lives. How good is that?
I think of Kevin as my greatest achievement. How rare is it that people find their ONE person. I'm so proud of him and of my relationship with him and I want everyone to know.
Okay, I'm dying of gooiness now so I'll stop.
Its so cold in the house I feel like my fingers will fall off as I type.
Think we're gonna get pizza...mmmmm. I'm trying to get fatter. I think it might work if I keep trying. Full fat milk is great
I heard one of the songs that Gareth has written for me today and I love it. Its really catchy and although the lyrics arent quite there yet, it will be amazing when its done. Yeay for the singing.
Ali is coming home next weekend. I have been crap at keeping in touch with her lately. I could kick myself for that. I hope she knows I still love her ( yes miss wah, this bit is for your benefit because I know you look through our diaries to see if you are in and if not you don't read) I do love you honey sweetie and I'm sorry for being a crap keeper in toucher. I love you to a million pieces. You are the best!
and I want to see if you scanned to the very end of the entry or just gave up!
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