1:55 p.m. || 2006-03-17
have some sparkles
I just had a huge jelly jump in my tummy. It's almost APRIL...that is 4 months into the year...3 of the 12 months that I have to prepare the wedding have GONE. 9 Months until I become the proudest Mrs. Lewins!
I look at my lovely man and I really am just so grateful for everyday I have with him. I sometimes feel like I can't wait for the rest of our lives together, when actually the opposite is true. The here and now is so great that I'm happy just to enjoy what every day brings. Just knowing that Kevin is there is everything I need. It's just exciting what the future holds for us. I know it will be bright.
I honestly don't think that if I had searched the entire world 3 times over there would have been anyone who could come close to how perfect Kevin is for me. We complete each other.
Last night, I was putting Auntie Nora to bed and she said " Pet, I'm so glad that you've found someone like him...that comes up to your standards"
(Not that I had a particular standard for myself...if I did, Kevin would be waaaaay out of my league). Auntie Nora always hated my boyfriends but she adores kevin. She told him yesterday that he was beautiful and that she worried about him because she worries about the people that she likes. It was so sweet.
I'm not working today, which I'm not too stressed about as things are going on the okay borderline, but knowing that things will be a little easier after easter takes away the pressure.
I wish I could have swapped with kevin today though. He looked so tired and drained and his usually sparkly eyes looked sleepy and blood-shot. He looked so sad. He has been working really hard and I think he needs to take a break. I will give him hugs when he comes home. Lovely man!
I'm feeling all shiney and happy today.
Let me share some sparkles with you. Here *sparklesglittersparklesparkleglitter*
*HUGS* TOTAL! give Leesmry more *HUGS*
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